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Space cadets: On the way to Tartarus

Anders Behring Breivik, James Holmes, Jared Loughner, Adam Lanza,Igor Danilevsky, Dmitry Vinogradov there are many others who can be added to this ever increasing list. Dramatically increasing perhaps, and every time there will be only one psycho, 'space cadet' who commits these massive killings. read more
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Between Nature and The Red Button

“I am an audial person”? The audio erogenous zone is their most sensitive organ and is able to catch the slightest vibrations...What does it mean to be a person of the audial vector? What are audial desires? Why are audial people potential geniuses in their childhood and degenerates in life's remainder? read more
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A loner jumps out of the window. Suicide is...

Do you know how many times I thought of stopping all of this? Is there any meaning at least? I need to know who I am. I need to know what I am here for. Who needs it? And death is inevitable. He is a moment. A second. A flash. And then you don’t exist anymore. read more
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Neanderthal upbringing: drug addicts conquer a city

Overdosing provides us with a short absence of pain in the yawning abyss of spiritual failures... read more
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Darkness of the Soul: an Individual in Depression or Depress

There is no will to live. However, you cannot go to a therapist and ask him to give you a leave from work for a couple of weeks saying that you need to treat your depression… The only chance to get rid of depression is to understand the unconscious roots of this state. read more
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Everything seems to be OK, but the inner state is lousy…

Depression, suicide, autism, schizophrenia, despondency – all these words are so familiar and close to the audial vector. The attempts we take to see the signs of upcoming disasters or the end of the world are on the increase. The feeling of stagnation, an indefinable yearning and a desperate desire for change... read more
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Drugs. Freedom from drug addiction

Talks about drugs are either sweet and romanticized or in a forbidden context. When people under the influence of drugs dream, they dream that there are beautiful, naked girls without limits fighting for free boundless love. This was a beautiful side, and here is the other... read more
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I, it seems to me that this “I” of mine still exists. I wake up here in my room, in my bed. My eyes do not want to open. When I open them, I find myself in this lousy world again. I do not want that. Time stretches terribly long. Tic-toc tic-toc the clock counts. And it seems to me that even the hand of the watch slows down its movements. read more
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Death of music or music of death

We used to be pianists and violinists sometime ago... We listened to the music of celestial spheres and created the melodies of life, making it sound the way it was presented to us: sorrowful, vivifying, whimsical, ailing and effervescing. People loved listening to it, especially sensuous visual intellectuals... read more
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Human Evolution towards the Elixir of Immortality

It is important to take into consideration that no matter what big rises and falls a man experiences in his personal life: to take his destiny into his own hands and in the end shamefully surrender because he wasn't strong enough to win a harsh battle; the global tendency remains the same – a continuous increase, growth and upheaval. read more
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